fairylady
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5-Feb-2008
12:10 AM
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How do I break attracting abuser's? Since I was raped at three in a foster home, hit by my mother and she denies it,abused by two husbands. How do we wipe the victim sign off our forheads? My life is peaceful as long as I stay away from relatives who have talked down to me and treated me like trash and they try to take over my life and home. I shouldn't have to become a hermitt to have peace. I can spot an abuser a mile away unless I'm the one dating him.I haven't had a regular date since I was 18.Everyone since then just wants to take me to bed or ignore and abuse me. I did realize I kept taking my husbands back because I would get lonely.For the last 4 years I've had my lab who brings me peace and stops me from taking back my ex out of loneliness.I got a puppy for christmas so now I ave two dogs. I have been raped and beaten by different people and for years I was numb. 2years ago I decided to go back to school,promised myself I wouldn't take the ex back and ended up marrying him -big mistake as you can all guess. H e got me when he stopped drinking and started acting like a normal person. After the wedding he started verabaly attacking my 19 year old son. Trying to find a way to make me throw my son out. I won't do it. I thought I had my life under control e came back and I've had sever depression,lost my job,my grades have drasticly dropped. How do I stop this?
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